I wrote this blog which can only be read by me & college instructors on the course. I've censored the names. STAFF2 is my tutor, the others just teach in some of my lessons.-------Topic-------So, last Wednesday I was reported for "rudeness"
-------Body-------I was angry that morning because despite being at the bus stop an hour before college; I still ended up 15 minutes late because of the buses being late.
As far as I know (& I have spoken to 4 students who back me up on this) I wasn't rude at all, I wasn't even frosty, I was very quiet. But to make matters worse, not only did
STAFF1 not tell me at the time that I was being rude, she wrote a long email so that
STAFF2 can deal with it.
I think
STAFF1 should have told me at the time that I was being rude, I still have no idea why she reported me. I told
STAFF3 about it & she didn't think I was the kind of student who would do that.
If the email wasn't a mistake & she really did mean to report me for rudeness then I think she should have at least had the decency to tell me at the time when it happened. Who knows? maybe we could have been more clear about it & maybe there would have been no need to report it.
I was angry before I left the house for personal reasons, I was angry when I got to college because of the bus, I was angry when I was told that I can't get EMA for being late, I'm even angrier about that fact that there's lecturers who lack the bollocks to be honest & I'm angry that even though I'm trying really hard to act like a normal person, I'm still considered antisocial & I don't understand how it happened. I was even labelled as a "disability student" as if I don't know any better or I can be excused for being retarded.
If
STAFF1 is reading this, I'm sorry if I was being rude. I would have liked to have known at the time, but I suppose if you think I was disrespecting you then that sort of justifies disrespecting me. But I think it would have been better if we talked about it at the time instead of writing an email behind my back to surprise me.
Update: 19:55If there's anything "rude" about this blog, please let me know. I must be very confused.
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