Every thing I have ever writtin has some sort of message or meaning and they are all reflections of past arguements, ideals, abuse, etc. I appeal to no audiences so just let your imagination to the meaning of each and everything blossom.
AfterMath
Slug my psyche
Deliver my ache
Thy point of breaking
Who am I forsaking?
Smoke up my mind
Bear my dye
Transgresser of life
Needle of eyes
Cap my point
Transmit my ballpoint
Leasure to disappoint
Relinquish this joint
Destruct my head
Bequeath me dead
Which is ahead
Anguish blanket spread
Impale my skull
Stimulate this mull
Sentinel me gull
One burdoned mammal
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My suicide Letter
Immersed in my bed
Transfixed on my last thread
The pen and paper is dead
Never knew love
And never shall I will
Spread away like doves
Hospital beds and shrills
You should know
You're to blame
For the fork in the road
And my tarnished name
If one last tribute
Is placed before me
Let my acids dilute
Because forevers my eternity
I wont be missed just forgotten
Thats how the pendulum sways
Too much talkin' not enough walkin'
Always left in disarray
Watching these petals
Descending to settle
In my corroded kettle
Come take a stride
Radiate through my eyes
See how I abide
Then tell me another lie
Oh wait
Its already too late
For us to relate
And to ressurect this debate
At nineteen
You're my machine
Burning clean
With diseased caffiene
Shooting to miss
Something that doesn't exist
Equals a masked bliss
That cannot be reminisced
If my poetrys never read
With my gasping breathe
It will all crumble like bread
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Lost Hope
I feel so shunned
Lost I am without hope
What's done is done
Searching for paths none go
What do you do
When peace decays to deception?
Theres no one to sue
Just an empty reflection
Tell me the truth
No more lies
Give me the root
Not the condenscending trials
I feel so numb
Emptying my pockets; I'm broke
What's done is done
Prompting for answers none know
What do you say
When confronted by the enemy
Theres no games to play
Just brute force and treachery
Tell me the truth
No more unseen memories
Extract the tooth
Not the habitual hauntings
I feel so dumb
Thinking of completing history
Whats done cant be undone
Grasping the new Anarchy
So please listen
When the last grain is gone
And the blood thickens
Flesh and bone will turn to stone
Though the bombs still ticking
Just know whats done is done
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Mistakes we've Made
Highly motivating
Yet overwhelming
The thoughts we're persuing
Expecting bigger hands
Living through stronger demands
Cascading upon foreign lands
Among the dust
The percentage is crushed
Everything becomes a must
The deliverance remains
Washing crops away in vain
As these roots sit in dismay
Society gashes away at everything
While politicians keep abbreviating
An economy so barbarizing
Hope falls from the skies
In such an intricate disguise
Right before our eyes
Of all debts paid
The biggest price to pay
Was for the mistakes we've made
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Take Charge
Just because I lead
Does not mean
It's meant to be
Maybe this wont last
Never succeeding the past
Drifting off path
Questions I ask
Answered by masks
Aggravate the crash
A mystery in shame
Constricted by chains
Whose to blame
Generals are crowned
Commands are bound
So insecure and sound
Clutch, Cock, Pull
The chambers full
Recuperating this tool
The battlefields set
My men take step
One by one they're swept
Securing my rifle
I serve with life
Sprinting through the light
The castings rain
Lead penetrates in pain
The battalion envyied in vain
Thinking with actions
Acting with distraction
Distractions of attraction
A surge of unpleasantness
Overcomes me with greatness
Full of sensation that transgresses
The cannons cry
And the angels fly
As the troops die
You've only one chance
No need to look askance
For fates not one to dance
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And thats just a taste of my thoughts.
