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PostSubject: My life   1/13/2010, 10:16 pm

This is the life on Zack Myers a figment of my imagination but do read because I made the story real

My life

I'd bust my knuckles for you
But I heard those words to soon
Never thought my incentives would drive you blue
I had all I ever needed, but I stepped out of the light and into the tomb
I didn't expect it to be over, not yet, not you
You left after all I went through
If I had only known that's what you were going to do
I imagined a world that wouldn't be so cruel
Only to have that dream decimated in front of a fool
I was used like a rusty jagged tool
Then stashed away with the rest of the tortured crew
Just an organism under the food chain, dead in the pool
I waited… I waited so long I knew it would come from only you
Ironic the way I accepted all you had to prove
Only to have signed away my house, left to move;
I wish, just maybe, I wish I was never put in that tube
Swimming around on my own soon to be doomed
Inserted into her by the needle; wanting me to bloom
Bastard child left out crying at the moon
Grabbing onto the closest broom
To sleep away my fears and gloom
The image imprinted into my skin short after the morn
Shipped away like cargo; return to sender label torn
Unwrapped in surroundings scorn
The sights I saw left me wanting more
So innocent at the time…never again would I be so weak and sore
After their accusations and pleas, I was set free into the city core
She was my hero, I was no longer confused and poor
The four beautiful years went by without any empty shores
But then it came, She stood her ground like a statue frozen in front of a door
That insulin attacked and shot her down like a cheap whore
Stricken with fear I begged her to get up off the floor
Curled up I lay in tears cursing the lord
Packaged again this time back to another lavish hell, and what for?
The days went by with nothing to adore
No effort left to put forth
Same occurrences flourished, this one was short
Left out again, later to be taken in by the mangled fort
Trapped and encased for three dreadful years in that court
Tired of watching the ships dock and push off from this port
The abuse had to stop, unable to handle the pain and distort
I left one day, bloodstained with that knife in my hands cold and abort
Cold and terrified I looked for anything to appoint
Months I was lost, on the run watching over my shoulder for the next point
Then A day came, I saw her sitting next to a headstone ready to anoint
We met their so many times until I lost count
Then it came I pounced and I began to mount
I went to far and produced seven pounds
She left me never to be found
Deformed by the pain I continuously wandered around
I wandered until I was free of that tarnished town
I marched a distance none gave a damn about
Came across a city strong and stout
No longer did I have to scream and shout
But all of the scars I dug still made me to pout
These city streets were empery loud
Full of caretakers, I joined one that abruptly drowned
In their company I was crowned
Protection I gained from the cocking sound
Until each were shot down
No where left to turn so I began to pick myself up off the ground
I enrolled myself for better use of my mind
I didn’t hesitate to waste my time
During my spurt I held my head high
I honestly believed I could fly
I would eventually place my fingertips upon the sky
I was mocked to many times to even look them in the eyes
I left for a better day instead of staying blind
Then came A lose, lose situation, I nearly lost everything that wasn’t asinine
I lost her, to the bitch that I once thought was mine
I was able, able enough to continue to walk the line
I held my own for a while, everything was fine
Days went by and always I thought about her, I never committed a crime
Then my darkest hour fell upon me, and I lost my flickered shine
I went to the hospital and all but once never left her side
I came back he put his hand on my shoulder and said “It was her time”
I fell to the floor of that room in agony as I unleashed my cries
I stayed and locked myself inside
I was eventuality out in the middle of the night
So much was running through my fragile mind
I looked for anything a way out of this misery, so I grabbed the knife
I slide it down my wrist in an attempt to end my fight
I fell back onto the carpet, my life flickering before my eyes
I went to sleep, which I thought was the end of the line
The darkness below me and the light above me, he appeared in the knick of time
His flesh black and putrid, his stench foul and benign
He told me “You have failed in your attempt to physically resign”
He said “Now’s your shot to prove me wrong or right”
I looked at him flourishing with confusion, he was the darkness within the light
I peered into the darkness, then I glared at the light
He told me “Now is the time pick the location of your future site”
I stuttered not much I could do, I looked at him and said “I’ll take neither flight”
I spoke these final words to him “I’m going to make the middle my reside”
His last words were “You passed a test most don’t, you will live on to survive”
I unclosed my eyes and saw a friends presence in sight
He told me “I’m glad you’re awake, you almost died”
I looked around and noticed I was hooked to machines and needles full of fluid
I noticed the stitches, then I remembered that piece of sewage
I won that battle and all I had to wage
I recovered from that bleeding yet still existent page
I walked the streets once again, this time they all knew my name
I was treated far differently, even though I remained the same
I guess I gained a little attention and fame
I felt empty inside, full of humiliation and blame
To know all I loved was drained
My eyes reveal the most secure signs of shame
I wish I could of woke up from that black light dream
Weeks went by and I got word of a tortured boys soul, so I took him into my arms and set him free
I finally gave him a home worth wanting to envy
Summer came and I sacredly guarded amenities
I waited for the new upbringing
My body was furious, and I kept hearing the bells ringing
Rain poured down upon me
And as I was just about to cry, my friend was upon me
His life was in rips and bruises
He was just a puppet that was used to amuse
He said “I just want to be happy, so ill try to take this last cruise”
His pain was something no doctor or narcotic could defuse
And I just let him waste his life, I just let him self abuse
Everyone heard the distorted news
They rushed to me As If I was the enemy
They wanted to force ill-advised pity
I shrugged it off, held back an army of many
The string was douched in plenty
I wanted to escape so I fled to another time and security
To help out another bastard who hurt me deeply
It was not easy to accept the cavity
I hardly gave a shred of sensitivity
But I strived for another chance to help out my captivity
I was not going to let my mistakes get the best of me
I endured so much to prove I have the ability
I handled it all just to wake up in front of friends;
I've weighed down my soul, I hope you see
I'd be the one to die just to feel you breathe
But you gave up on me
I wonder when we're both decimated will we sleep by the trees
I loved you, but its too late we've both been givin our say
I know I didn't throw mine away
As you read this note I hope you pray
That I have better days
Im attached to this, unable too break free
I'm unable to do anything
Kept alive by this mind numbing machine
Please release me, I don't want to be locked here another day
I just want you to know we're no longer the same
I payed the ultimate price to keep you sane
Make sure you take my picture out of the frame
Do not hold on to what cannot respond to their own name
Please tell them I'm sorry
Please tell them to forgive me
And please let them know I left peacfully...

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PostSubject: Re: My life   1/14/2010, 1:01 pm

dude, this is long as shit..

It had some sad parts in it but it was also good, besides the long part. I kept thinkin' about how long it was while i was reading it and kept losin' interest

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PostSubject: Re: My life   1/14/2010, 1:20 pm

Well dont look at length imagine you're reading a novel because im trying to turn it into one. I have made a full story to this in my head and i wont forget it.

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PostSubject: Re: My life   1/14/2010, 1:25 pm

Alright, i see what you're sayin'.

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PostSubject: Re: My life   1/14/2010, 11:46 pm

Very Happy I can fill anyone in on questions they may have its pretty much and epic poem.

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