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PostSubject: Just some writing   10/15/2010, 10:54 am

This is horrible.
I've never had much luck with love, but come on..
Every relationship i start turns out to be impossible.
Every time that i think i'm falling for someone, there's an obstruction.
And it's not because i'm an angsty teenager. I've finally gotten past that stage.
It's just that I.. i seem to pick out the wrong girls. Not wrong in the sense of bad behavior, but wrong in the sense of.. nearly impossible to get.

It started when i was 16.
I met a girl online and we added eachother to MSN. We had no intention of dating or something, but we just had fun talking to eachother.
After 6 whole months, the girl said that she liked me. She wanted more than just chatting over the internet.
I wasn't sure if that was a good idea. I mean, i wanted to, but i knew that i would be way too.. too nervous. Too scared.
Also, we lived pretty far away from each other.
But then i realized, that this could be a way to get rid of the fear of being me. This could be a step to evolve my personality.
That's when i decided to meet her.
Needless to say, it was a total disaster. I tried too hard to talk and to find subjects to talk about. That whole day i had stomach aches and i felt really horrible.
I made myself fall into a giant black pit.

When i look back, i'm sure i made the right decision. It made me a better person.
Better in the sense of.. less afraid of being who i am. Being more comfortable in new situations and conversations.

Then, just before last summer vacation, i met a girl in school. And it was me who took the initiative. I didn't know her, but i just talked to her. And i felt a connection.
That moment felt wonderful and i was sure that this could be the start of something nice, only to find out that she already had a boyfriend for 2 years. When i discovered that, i already knew her for a week or so.
But that didn't change how i felt. I kept trying to make her notice me and to make her see that i'm the one she should be with.
Without succes.
During the summer vacation, i even asked her to go with me to work. She said yes and that meant we'd spent a whole day together.
This happened in the period that i knew she had a boyfriend and i was trying to 'steal' her.
We had so much fun together.
Also, i met another girl at work. It was a temporary job for only 1 day.
I had fun with her too and she asked me for my MSN, so i gave it.

Now, i gave up the girl i was trying to steal and i started liking the girl who i gave my MSN to.
The problem is, i only talk to her on MSN. However, recently (last week) she gave me her phone number and said that i'm a great guy. So now we text almost every day.
But i think she only wants to be friends. I'm not sure though.

So yeah, i think i'll ask her if she wants to do something with me in the next vacation (which starts in 2 weeks).
Hopefully it won't be a disaster like last time.

And honestly, i don't know why i wrote all this. I just felt like writing and this came out. The music you are hearing (or not, if you have your speakers turned off) is the same music that i wrote this to.




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PostSubject: Re: Just some writing   10/16/2010, 10:50 pm

Wow, that was written very naturally. I thought this was really happening to you because of how casually this was written. I'm not saying it's written poorly, no. It's written in a style that's familiar to everybody, and that we all can relate to, but no in the sense that it's happened to us.
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PostSubject: Re: Just some writing   10/17/2010, 6:11 am

Thanks for the compliment, but..

Q wrote:
I thought this was really happening to you

I didn't make this up or something :p
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PostSubject: Re: Just some writing   10/19/2010, 10:19 pm

Did this really happen too you?
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PostSubject: Re: Just some writing   10/25/2010, 8:40 pm

Stick101 wrote:
Did this really happen too you?

Yes.
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PostSubject: Re: Just some writing   11/3/2010, 7:52 pm

Mussirus wrote:
Stick101 wrote:
Did this really happen too you?

Yes.

Hey, don't feel too bad about it. I've had similar problems. It's good that you were able to get it out here though, it had to help a little, right?
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